❛  Joel E. Osian is a biracial butch lesbian writer and poet from southern Ohio. His writing most often centers on themes such as transsexuality & lesbianism, mental health struggles, religion with a focus on Christianity, and complicated dynamics. Aer plans to publish a number of books, but desires to pursue social work in university.  ❜

Projects ✩

  Project; Ocular.   : Betray Me Like a God  
a contemporary adult literary fiction novel about losing faith, coping with grief, and what it means to never truly feel human.
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drafting/outlining.  Project; Ouroboros.   : These Bodies  
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brainstorming/being revamped.  Project; Clementines.   : When We Were Wallflowers  
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brainstorming/being revamped.  Project; Defect.   : The Glitch in Your System*  
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brainstorming/worldbuilding.

  Project; Candid.   : It Was Not Yet Golden Hour  
an adult literary fiction short story about the effects of sexual repression, queer experiences of the 90s, and guilt of forcing the right person away.
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drafting/outlining.  Project; Vegan.   : Offal Cuts  
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brainstorming/outlining.  Project; Anima.   : The Fire & The Ember  
a dark fantasy kingdom AU fanfiction for life series/hermitcraft.
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brainstorming/worldbuilding.  Project; Ascent.   : Solar Ascent*  
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brainstorming/worldbuilding.

❛  I'm. not scared of God,
I'm scared He was gone all along. ❜
-Inbred, Ethel Cain.

About ♱

  •   name    Darja Ausmeel.

  •   nickname    Darji.

  •   age    16-17.

  •   pronouns    they/them*.

  •   species    human.

  •   birthdate    September, early 1980s.

  •   sexuality    aroace.

  •   orgin    Earth.

  •   location    Estonia.

  •   mbti    INTJ.

  •   alignment    lawful neutral.

*I refer to them with they/them pronouns but they (at the present time in which most of the story is set) are not aware of their queerness nor are out so they are referred to using she/her in narrative & by all other characters.

Personality ♱

could be described as: religious, uptight, analytical, unsettling, devoted, well spoken, impulsive, set in their ways, responsible, troubled/unstable, patient, self-righteous, asocial.

Ptlaylist ♱

  • alone / with you - daughter.

  • family tree - ethel cain.

  • drunk walk home - mitski.

  • die your daughter - susannah joffe.

  • house song - searows.

  • shame - storefront church, phoebe bridgers.

  • I still hear you - adrianne lenker, buck meek.

  • the deal - mitski.

Features ♱

  •   height    5'7 / 170 cm.

  •   weight    very underweight.

  •   build    slim rectangle.

  •   eyes    blue-grey.

  •   hair    ash blonde.

  •   notable marks    freckles across nose & cheeks.

  •   scars    burn around left eye, scratches throughout body.

  •   languages    Estonian, German, intermediate level Latin and beginner level English.

  •   etnicity    Estonian.

History ♱

  Excerpt    nuh uh, spoilers alert!

  •   Diana Feigenbaum.  ㅤ . she/her . Ocular . could be described as: bold, unstable, confident, stubborn, fears rejection, dogmatic, sensitive, loyal, manipulative, overbearing, overprotective.

  •   Eduard Ausmeel.  ㅤ . he/him. Ocular . could be described as: workaholic, hesitant, protective, caring, geeky, observant, introverted, lacks assertiveness.

  •   Viachaslau Jaromirovich Saroka.  ㅤ . he/him. Ocular . could be described as: good-natured, scholarly, charming, fanciful, wears heart on sleeve/hopeless romantic, introverted, observant, artistic, jealous, paranoid, committed, dramatic.

  •   Melody Hanmer.  ㅤ . he/him . Ouroboros . could be described as: short-tempered, flighty, self isolating, reflective, romantic, grief stricken, loyal, insecure, impulsive, observant, stubborn, ambitious, blunt.

  •   Imogen Franco Ramos.  ㅤ . she/her . Ouroboros . could be described as: compassionate, can be passive aggressive, optimistic, easily carries guilt, generous, responsible, anxious, committed, avoids stressful situations, responsible.

  •   Marigold Rebeiro Morgan.  ㅤ . they/she . Ouroboros . could be described as: outgoing, talkative, fears rejection, bold, artistic, good sense of humor, impulsive, often immature, honest, playful, can be inconsiderate.

  •   Dorian Reese.  ㅤ . he/they . Clementines . coming soon!

  •   Mingi Choi.  ㅤ . he/him. Clementines . coming soon!

  •   Ivory Le Gall.  ㅤ . they/them. Clementines . coming soon!

  •   Imani Jantuah.  ㅤ . she/her . Clementines . coming soon!

  •   Ramona Undecided  ㅤ . she/they . Defect .coming soon!

  •   Bowie Wan Jyu Lai.  ㅤ . she/her . Defect . coming soon!